Sunday, March 1, 2026

If I Could Do Life Again by Devi Nina Bingham

If I could do life again

wouldn't I be born anew

and take you as my faithful friend,

gentle as the morning dew?

 

That lingers as dawns soft light

and rinses away our sorrow

or rising as the moon of white,

staving off tomorrow.  

 

If I could do life again

I would do it with you

But this time never to offend

for I have learned what not to do.

 

It is our fears, our jealousy and rage

that drive a stake into the heart

making of love a gilded cage

while we call in vain, sweetheart.

 

For no soul is all my own  

an upturned hand, a silent cry

when my heart has turned to stone

still, nothing is mine, save the sky.

 

Had I known that freedom is fine

before I had asked you to stay

would we have romantically entwined

for capture made you run away.

 

If I could do life again

I would hold you with an empty hand

devoid of traps as age ascends

like an hourglass of restless sand.

 

No way to capture who you are

as some were made to roam

a blind maiden yearning for a star

and a prince looking for a home.

 

Your soul was never my own.