Wednesday, October 11, 2023

Autoethnography: Using Poetry to Grieve-by Devi Nina Bingham

 

      Poetry has long been used to ease sadness, to mourn the passing of loved ones, and to vent the pain of a broken heart. Historically, laments were uttered over the departed during funerals and memorial services in the form of elegies, poetry that expressed sadness. The term "elegy" means "lament" in Greek. They memorialize tragedy, conflict, and death in a somber manner. According to a review by Lourdes Lopes-Ropero (2021) titled "Perimeters of Grief: Elegy in and Out of Bounds in Fred D'Aguiar's Memorial Poetry," the elegy was written by renowned poet Fred D'Aguiar in response to the April 2007 shootings at Virginia Tech, which left 27 students dead on the campus where he worked as a professor. The attacker had taken many of the teacher's English classes, and he questioned whether there was anything more he could have done to help this student who had been having trouble in his lectures.

Samuel Taylor Coleridge (1772–1834), a poet, referred to a lament as a "serious meditative poem." Said he, "The thoughtful mind naturally turns to poetry in the shape of elegy. The elegy's main topics become grief and love since the poet will only express regret for the past or longing for the future in relation to himself.” The definition of an "elegy" on Wikipedia is that it "presents everything as lost and gone, or absent and future." Divorce, in my opinion, is characterized by the feeling that "everything is lost and gone." For many years I have wanted to write an elegy on the feelings and experiences I had after losing my daughter and then my marriage. The 10th anniversary of my daughter's passing allowed me to suddenly access emotions and words that had been latent for all those years. They erupted like oil flowing from a dry well, boiling to the surface and pouring forth. That book is currently being published. Even though my book is about mourning, it is not a eulogy memorializing the dead. What then can it be called?

The eulogy morphed from a funerary tradition into what is known today as autoethnography, which is a written expression of important change points or events in one’s life, such as divorce. Ethnographer Susanne Gannon’s article, “Picking at the Scabs” (2002) chronicled her divorce and states, “The sorts of tales I tell in this text risk being modernist tales about personal loss, recovery, and the self, writing its way out of a painful past." Another unwitting ethnographer is physician and medical educator, Deborah Kasman. In her article, “Writing to Heal Thyself” (2006) the doctor used poetry as a means of healing both the personal pain of her divorce, and the feelings of dealing with the death of an 11-year-old patient. A more recent book of Haiku poetry has the unwieldy title of, “F*ck You Haiku” (2021). It is penned by relationship columnist Kristina Grish, offering slightly angry and very real “little breakup poems to help you vent, heal, and move on.” Last but not least, the paper "Grief, Poetry, and the Sweet Unexpected" by Richard Gold and Elizabeth Jordan (2018) provides solid proof that adolescents who processed trauma by composing poetry experienced psychological gains.

Award-winning poet Fred D' Aguiar honors the victims of the Virginia Tech Massacres in 137 poems taken from his collection "Continental Shelf" (2011) in "Children of Paradise" (2014), which is included in the anthology "Perimeters of Grief: Elegy in and out of Bounds" (Lopes-Ropero, 2021). Says D’ Aguiar of using poetry to elegize: “…to elegize by poetry, when faced with grief, makes marvelous things happen. The event of the poem stages immersion in pain and catharsis from it, the drawer of a hurt relined, thought and felt through. As a result, I found myself writing sonnet after sonnet about April 16, about grief for the dead.” D'Aguiar honors the deceased and expresses regret on behalf of the survivors for failing to recognize the shooter's lethality because some of the victims were his pupils.

When D’Aguiar strays from sonnet form to a more open, lyrical form, professor poet Jahan Ramazani (1994) comments, “Formlessness is a poetry of mourning…with an extraordinary diversity of range, incorporating more anger and skepticism, more conflict and anxiety than ever before.” As a result of recent mass murders and a lack of mourning customs, Ramazani labels the formless elegy as "psycho-poetic," combining elements of psychology's concept of sorrow with the conventional elegy. According to Ramazani, society needs to provide more "credible responses to loss." The article “Perimeters of Grief” makes an argument in favor of the elegy, “that ancient and revered form of poetry, in the face of atrociousness with which modern death continues to confront us” (Lopes-Ropero, 2021).

            Deborah Kasman, a doctor, and teacher, said in "Writing to Heal Thyself" (2006) that she found it soothing to write in a diary about the death of an 11-year-old patient, a practice she terms "reflective writing," even though expressing emotion was discouraged in medical school. When her divorce unexpectedly occurred, she wrote in her notebook, "Divorce is the greatest trauma I had ever experienced." She recalls progressing through the stages of loss: “Grief, anger, reflection, and acceptance, sometimes even forgiveness. Expressing my feelings through poetry enhanced my ability for reclaiming self and embracing life…Reflecting through what I wrote, I can see the stages now.” Kasman says that while the German doctor who brought hospice care to the U.S., Dr. Kubler-Ross’ groundbreaking book, “On Death and Dying” (1993) discusses the stages of bereavement, there are “many kinds of loss having similar psychological effects.” She encourages physicians to “heal themselves” because, “Physicians who are taught it is professional to distance from their emotions rather than embrace empathy for patients, may learn the art of detachment instead, unless they are encouraged to pursue self-expression and healing.”

            Described as "irreverent breakup Haikus," Kristina Grish's "F*uck You Haiku" (2021) is well-liked even if it is quirky poetry. The relationship columnist's own marriage ended, which she describes as "infuriating," and this is how the book came to be. In it, she expresses the hope that it would "help anyone going through a split deal with their heartbreak via poetry." Let this collection of creative poetry from the publisher, Simon and Shuster, "help you say "f*ck you" to that special someone and eventually "I love you" to yourself," the publisher advises.

Over the years, poetry has taken on a variety of forms, including the elegy, autoethnography, and even haiku to help people cope with the pain caused by death, divorce, and breakups. But how can we be sure that using poetry as therapy may help with trauma? An article by Richard Gold and Elizabeth Jordan titled "Grief, Poetry, and the Sweet Unexpected" (2018) is about their Pongo Team Writing Project, a small research study that shows poetry can heal trauma. Teenagers in juvenile detention facilities, homeless shelters, and psychiatric institutions have had access to this poetry writing program in Seattle, Washington, for 22 years. Many of the young people have had devastating losses and struggle with addictions, post-traumatic stress disorder, and criminal behavior. Trauma patients may act out during the writing sessions with bursts of intense emotion or display tension. The Pongo Program was established as a means of interacting with traumatized youngsters since these kids frequently leave therapy. These children's therapists claim that they are writing about traumas that they refused to talk about in treatment. According to program assessments, the residents like the writing program, are proud of their work, have progressed as writers, have discovered more about themselves, and feel better. Residents claim they'll keep writing and use poetry to cope with stress. They also have shared their writing with caregivers.

            Testing also revealed a decrease in the impact of unpleasant events, traumatic sorrow, and depression. Low dropout rates were seen, and symptoms either improved or stabilized. These findings provide hard proof that poetry reading and writing, at least among teens, may be therapeutic. The "sweet, unexpected result" is that caregivers have benefited from the program as well, as "learning a little about poetry, reading poetry, and listening to poetry can be a healing process" (Gold, Jordan, 2018).

Poetry is therapeutic, according to adults from a variety of professions, including a writing student, a university professor, a doctor, the administrators of a psychiatric adolescent program, and a journalist. Do these pieces and a small research study support the hypothesis that poetry might help people recover from the pain of divorce? Without a doubt, no. But when considered collectively, these testimonials show that, from English lamentations to a sardonic 3-line haiku, expressing sadness is a crucial step in recovering from it.

Another term that is frequently used in grief treatment is "closure." To reach the final stage of grieving, acceptance, is what it implies. When I scattered my daughter's ashes, I had attained the stage of acceptance over her passing. However, there are no public funerals or ashes to scatter after a divorce. Even though it is a silent and largely personal loss, it is a significant one. As a result, getting over a divorce might be more difficult. And the ex wasn't killed. One partner may have moved on by having an affair, leaving the lonely partner with a bag of unpleasant emotions and unresolved losses. Divorce is not the same as death. However, to "move on," a divorced individual must also find closure. In my perspective, autoethnography is a wonderfully cathartic tool, and a prime example of the therapeutic usefulness of expressing grief over divorce, trauma, and even mass mortality.


Works Cited

Deborah L. Kasman. Writing to Heal Thyself: Physician as Person & Person as Physician. Journal for Learning through the Arts, (2)1. 2006.

 

Elisabeth Kubler-Ross. On Death and Dying. Scribner Book Company. 1993.

 

Fred D’Aguiar. Bill of Rights. Random House UK. 1998.

 

Fred D’Aguiar. Children of Paradise. Random House UK. 2014.

 

Fred D’Aguiar. Continental Shelf. Carcanet Press Ltd. 2011.

 

George Norlin. Database of Classical Scholars. All Scholars: Norlin, George. Rutgers School of Arts and Sciences. 2022.

             NORLIN, George (rutgers.edu)

 

Jahan Ramazani. Can  Poetry  Console  a  Grieving Public? Poetry Foundation. 2006.

 

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/articles/68676/can-poetry-console-a-grieving-public-56d248486a430

 

Kristina Grish. F*ck You Haiku. S&S/Simon Element. 2021.

 

Lourdes Lopes-Ropero. Perimeters of Grief: Elegy in and Out of Bounds in Fred D’Aguiar’s   Memorial Poetry. Miscelanea. Vol 64. University of Zaragoza. 2021.

 

N. K. Denzin. Interpretative Ethnography: Ethnographic Practices for the 21st Century. Sage Publications.1997.

 

Richard Gold, Elizabeth Jordan. Grief, Poetry, and the Sweet Unexpected. Death Studies, 07481187, Vol. 42, Issue 1. 2018.

 

Susanne Gannon. “Picking at the Scabs”: A Post structural Feminist Writing Project.

Qualitative Inquiry, Vol. 8, Iss. 5, pp. 670-682. 2002.

           

"Picking at the Scabs": A Post structural Feminist Writing Project (opal-libraries.org)

 

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Samuel Taylor Coleridge - Wikipedia